Why I Call Myself a Socialist: Is the World Really a Stage?

In most reasonably large towns in the United States and
Europe, you can find, on some important public square or street, a
professional theater. And so, in various quiet neighborhoods in these
towns, you can usually also find some rather quiet individuals, the
actors who work regularly in that theater, individuals whose daily
lives center around lawns and cars and cooking and shopping and
occasionally the athletic events of children, but who surprisingly at
night put on the robes of kings and wizards, witches and queens, and
for their particular community temporarily embody the darkest needs and
loftiest hopes of the human species.

The actor's role in the community is quite unlike anyone else's.
Businessmen, for example, don't take their clothes off or cry in front
of strangers in the course of their work. Actors do.

Contrary to the popular misconception, the actor is not necessarily a
specialist in imitating or portraying what he knows about other
people. On the contrary, the actor may simply be a person who's more
willing than others to reveal some truths about himself. Interestingly,
the actress who, in her own persona, may be gentle, shy, and socially
awkward, someone whose hand trembles when pouring a cup of tea for a
visiting friend, can convincingly portray an elegant, cruel aristocrat
tossing off malicious epigrams in an eighteenth-century chocolate house.

On stage, her hand doesn't shake when she pours the cup of chocolate,
nor does she hesitate when passing along the vilest gossip about her
closest friends. The actress's next-door neighbors, who may not have had
the chance to see her perform, might say that the person they know
could never have been, under any circumstances, either elegant or cruel.
But she knows the truth that in fact she could have been either or
both, and when she plays her part, she's simply showing the audience
what she might have been, if she'd in fact been an aristocrat in a
chocolate house in the eighteenth century.

We are not what we seem. We are more than what we seem. The actor
knows that. And because the actor knows that hidden inside himself
there's a wizard and a king, he also knows that when he's playing
himself in his daily life, he's playing a part, he's performing, just as
he's performing when he plays a part on stage. He knows that when he's
on stage performing, he's in a sense deceiving his friends in the
audience less than he does in daily life, not more, because on stage
he's disclosing the parts of himself that in daily life he struggles to
hide. He knows, in fact, that the role of himself is actually a rather
small part, and that when he plays that part he must make an enormous
effort to conceal the whole universe of possibilities that exists inside
him.

Actors are treated as uncanny beings by non-actors because of the
strange voyage into themselves that actors habitually make, traveling
outside the small territory of traits that are seen by their daily
acquaintances as "them." Actors, in contrast, look at non-actors with a
certain bewilderment, and secretly think: What an odd life those people
lead! Doesn't it get a bit-claustrophobic?

The Haircut Speaks

It's commonly noted that we all come into the world naked. And at the
beginning of each day, most of us find ourselves naked once again, in
that strange suspended moment before we put on our clothes.

In various religions, priests put on their clothes quite solemnly,
according to a ritual. Policemen, soldiers, janitors, and hotel maids
get up in the morning, get dressed, go to work, go to their locker
rooms, remove their clothes, and get dressed again in their respective
uniforms. The actor goes to the theater, goes to his dressing room, and
puts on his costume. And as he does so, he remembers the character he's
going to play -- how the character feels, how the character speaks. The
actor, in costume, looks in the mirror, and it all comes back to him.

When the actor steps onto the stage to begin the play, he wants to
convince the audience that what they're seeing is not a play, but
reality itself. The costume that the actor wears, and the voice, the
diction, the accent, the way of speaking that begin to return to the
actor when he puts on the costume, are devices designed to set in motion
a capacity possessed by every member of the audience, a special human
capacity whose existence as part of our genetic makeup is what makes
theater possible -- that is, our capacity to believe what we want and
need to believe about any person who is not ourself.

Because
let's be frank -- other people are not me, and people who are not me
will always in a way be alien to me, they will always in a way be
strangers to me, and I will never know with any certainty what they're
like. So yes, it's possible to believe a fantasy about them.

Now, I've never met my own genes or looked at them under a
microscope, but nonetheless I feel I can make some guesses about what
they're like. One thing I feel I know is that I'm amazingly responsive
to visual cues about other people, and I'm prepared to guess that this
is characteristic of our entire species. And this is why people who can
afford it spend enormous sums of money on haircuts and clothes. And this
is why films, which deal in close-ups, put an enormous amount of
attention on makeup and hair. And this is why actors in plays take their
costumes very, very seriously.

It's all because people really do believe what visual cues say. A
haircut dramatically changes how we see a person. A haircut can say,
"I'm intelligent, disciplined, precise, and dynamic." A different
haircut can say, "I'm not very bright, I'm sort of a slob, I don't care
what happens to me, I don't care what you think of me." There are
haircuts that can say, "I find sex an interesting subject, I'm
interested in how I look, I'm rather fun, and I think life is great,"
and there are haircuts that say, "I'm not interested in sex, and I think
life is awful."

Clothes work in a different way. While the shape of one's head, as
completed by one's hair, describes personality, clothes tell us about a
person's role in society. But there's an extraordinary similarity in the
speed with which we respond to the cues from haircuts and from clothes
and in the strength of our belief that what they're telling us is true.
So when the actor comes on stage in the costume of a king, I'm prepared
to believe that he is a king.

The actor on stage is living in reality. He knows that there is
indeed a king inside him. But he also knows very well that Fate has made
him an actor and not actually a king. The audience member looking at
the actor on stage steps out of reality and lives in illusion until the
curtain comes down.

Are You Smarter Than Thomas Jefferson?

Our capacity to fantasize about other people and to believe our own
fantasies makes it possible for us to enjoy this valuable art form,
theater. But unfortunately it's a capacity which has brought
incalculable harm and suffering to human beings.

It's well known what grief and even danger can result when we make
use of this capacity in our romantic lives and eagerly ascribe to a
potential partner benevolent characteristics which are based on our
hopes and not on truth.

And one can hardly begin to describe the anguish caused by our habit
of using our fantasizing capacity in the opposite direction, that is,
using it to ascribe negative characteristics to people who, for one
reason or another, we'd like to think less of. Sometimes we do this in
regard to large groups of people, none of whom we've met. But we can
even apply our remarkable capacity in relation to individuals or groups
whom we know rather well, sometimes simply to make ourselves feel better
about things that we happen to have done to them or are planning to do.

You couldn't exactly say, for example, that Thomas Jefferson had no
familiarity with dark-skinned people. His problem was that he couldn't
figure out how to live the life he in fact was living unless he owned
these people as slaves. And as it would have been unbearable to him to
see himself as so heartless, unjust, and cruel as to keep in bondage
people who were just like himself, he ignored the evidence that was in
front of his eyes and clung to the fantasy that people from Africa were
not his equals.

Well, one could write an entire political history of the human race
by simply recounting the exhausting cycle of fantasies which different
groups have believed at different times about different other groups. Of
course these fantasies were absurd in every case.

After a while one does grasp the pattern. Africans, Jews, Mexicans,
same-sex lovers, women. Hmm, after a certain period of time somebody
says: well, actually, they're not that different from anybody else, they
have the same capacities, I don't like all of them, some of them are
geniuses, etc. etc. The revelations are always in the same direction. We
learn about one group or another the thing that actors quickly learn in
relation to themselves when they become actors: people are more than
they seem to be.

We're all rather good at seeing through last year's fantasies and
moving on -- and rather proud of it too. "Oh yes, after voting for
Barack Obama, we took a marvelous vacation in Vietnam," "We went to a
reading of the poetry of Octavio Paz with our friends the Goldsteins,
and we saw Ellen DeGeneres and Portia de Rossi there -- they looked
fantastic"... whatever.

It's this year's fantasies that present a difficulty.

Are we more brilliant than Thomas Jefferson? Hmm -- probably not. So
there's our situation: it's delightfully easy to see through illusions
held by people far away or by members of one's own group a century ago
or a decade ago or a year ago. But this doesn't seem to help us to see
through the illusions which, at any given moment, happen to be shared by
the people who surround us, our friends, our family, the people we
trust.

Sorting Babies on the Global Market

Around 400,000 babies are born on earth each day. Some are born
irreparably damaged, casualties of the conditions in which their mothers
lived -- malnutrition, polluted water, mysterious chemicals that sneak
into the body and warp the genes. But the much more tragic and more
horrible truth is that most of these babies are born healthy. There's
nothing wrong with them. Every one of them is ready to develop into a
person whose intelligence, insight, aesthetic taste, and love of other
people could help to make the world a better place. Every one of them is
ready to become a person who wakes up happily in the morning because
they know they're going to spend the day doing work they find
fascinating, work that they love. They're born with all the genetic
gifts they could possibly need. Wiggling beside their mothers, they have
no idea what's going to be done to them.

In the old days of the Soviet Five-Year Plans, the planners tried to
determine what ought to happen to the babies born under their
jurisdiction. They would calculate how many managers the economy needed,
how many researchers, how many factory workers. And the Soviet leaders
would organize society in an attempt to channel the right number of
people into each category. In most of the world today, the invisible
hand of the global market performs this function.

I've sometimes noted that many people in my generation, born during
World War II, are obsessed, as I am, by the image of the trains arriving
at the railroad station at Auschwitz and the way that the S.S. officers
who greeted the trains would perform on the spot what was called a
"selection," choosing a few of those getting off of each train to be
slave laborers, who would get to live for as long as they were needed,
while everyone else would be sent to the gas chambers almost
immediately. And just as inexorable as were these "selections" are the
determinations made by the global market when babies are born. The
global market selects out a tiny group of privileged babies who are born
in certain parts of certain towns in certain countries, and these
babies are allowed to lead privileged lives. Some will be scientists,
some will be bankers. Some will command, rule, and grow fantastically
rich, and others will become more modestly paid intellectuals or
teachers or artists. But all the members of this tiny group will have
the chance to develop their minds and realize their talents.

As for all the other babies, the market sorts them and stamps labels
onto them and hurls them violently into various pits, where an
appropriate upbringing and preparation are waiting for them. If the
market thinks that workers will be needed in electronics factories, a
hundred thousand babies will be stamped with the label "factory worker"
and thrown down into a certain particular pit. And when the moment comes
when one of the babies is fully prepared and old enough to work, she'll
crawl out of the pit, and she'll find herself standing at the gate of a
factory in India or in China or in Mexico, and she'll stand at her
workstation for 16 hours a day, she'll sleep in the factory's dormitory,
she won't be allowed to speak to her fellow workers, she'll have to ask
for permission to go the bathroom, she'll be subjected to the sexual
whims of her boss, and she'll be breathing fumes day and night that will
make her ill and lead to her death at an early age. And when she has
died, one will be able to say about her that she worked, like a nurse,
not to benefit herself, but to benefit others. Except that a nurse works
to benefit the sick, while the factory worker will have worked to
benefit the owners of her factory. She will have devoted her hours, her
consideration, her energy and strength to increasing their wealth. She
will have lived and died for that. And it's not that anyone sadly
concluded when she was born that she lacked the talent to become, let's
say, a violinist, a conductor, or perhaps another Beethoven. The reason
she was sent to the factory and not to the concert hall was not that she
lacked ability but that the market wanted workers, and so she was
assigned to be one.

And during the period when all the babies who are born have been
sorted into their different categories and labeled, during the period
when you could say that they're being nourished in their pens until
they're ready to go to work, they're all assigned appropriate costumes.
And once they know what costume they'll wear, each individual is given
an accent, a way of speaking, some characteristic personality traits,
and a matching body type, and each person's face starts slowly to
specialize in certain expressions which coordinate well with their
personality, body type, and costume. And so each person comes to
understand what role he will play, and so each can consistently select
and reproduce, through all the decades and changes of fashion, the
appropriate style and wardrobe, for the rest of his life.

The Peace of Death

Even those of us who were selected out from the general group have
our role and our costume. I happen to play a semi-prosperous fortunate
bohemian, not doing too badly, nor too magnificently. And as I walk out
onto the street on a sunny day, dressed in my fortunate bohemian
costume, I pass, for example, the burly cop on the beat, I pass the
weedy professor in his rumpled jacket, distractedly ruminating as he
shambles along, I see couples in elegant suits briskly rushing to their
meetings, I see the art student and the law student, and in the
background, sometimes looming up as they come a bit closer, those not
particularly selected out -- the drug-store cashier in her oddly matched
pink shirt and green slacks, the wacky street hustler with his crazy
dialect and his crazy gestures, the wisecracking truck drivers with
their round bellies and leering grins, the grim-faced domestic worker
who's slipped out from her employer's house and now races into a shop to
do an errand, and I see nothing, I think nothing, I have no reaction to
what I'm seeing, because I believe it all.

I simply believe it. I believe the costumes. I believe the
characters. And then for one instant, as the woman runs into the shop, I
suddenly see what's happening, the way a drowning man might have one
last vivid glimpse of the glittering shore, and I feel like screaming
out, "Stop! Stop! This isn't real! It's all a fantasy! It's all a play!
The people in these costumes are not what you think! The accents are
fake, the expressions are fake -- Don't you see? It's all --"

One instant -- and then it's gone. My mind goes blank for a moment,
and then I'm back to where I was. The domestic worker runs out of the
shop and hurries back toward her job, and once again I see her only as
the character she plays. I see a person who works as a servant. And
surely that person could never have lived, for example, the life I've
lived, or been like me -- she's not intelligent enough. She had to be a
servant. She was born that way. The hustler surely had to be a hustler,
it's all he could do, the cashier could never have worn beautiful
clothes, she could never have been someone who sought out what was
beautiful, she could only ever have worn that pink shirt and those green
slacks.

So, just as Thomas Jefferson lived in illusion, because he couldn't
face the truth about the slaves that he owned, I, too, put to use every
second of my life, like my beating heart, this capacity to fantasize
which we've all been granted as our dubious birthright. My belief in the
performance unfolding before me allows me not to remember those
dreadful moments when all of those babies were permanently maimed, and I
was spared. The world hurled the infant who became the domestic worker
to the bottom of a pit and crippled her for life, and I saw it happen,
but I can't remember it now. And so it seems quite wonderful to me that
the world today treats the domestic worker and me with scrupulous
equality.

It seems wonderfully right. If I steal a car, I go to jail, and if
she steals a car, she goes to jail. If I drive on the highway, I pay a
toll, and if she drives on the highway, she pays a toll. We compete on
an equal basis for the things we want. If I apply for a job, I take the
test, and if she applies for the job, she takes the test. And I go
through my life thinking it's all quite fair.

If we look at reality for more than an instant, if we look at the
human beings passing us on the street, it's not bearable. It's not
bearable to watch while the talents and the abilities of infants and
children are crushed and destroyed. These happen to be things that I
just can't think about. And most of the time, the factory workers and
domestic workers and cashiers and truck drivers can't think about them
either. Their performances as these characters are consistent and
convincing, because they actually believe about themselves just what I
believe about them -- that what they are now is all that they could ever
have been, they could never have been anything other than what they
are. Of course, that's what we all have to believe, so that we can bear
our lives and live in peace together. But it's the peace of death.

Actors understand the infinite vastness hiding inside each human
being, the characters not played, the characteristics not revealed.
Schoolteachers can see every day that, given the chance, the sullen
pupil in the back row can sing, dance, juggle, do mathematics, paint,
and think. If the play we're watching is an illusion, if the baby who
now wears the costume of the hustler in fact had the capacity to become a
biologist or a doctor, a circus performer or a poet or a scholar of
ancient Greek, then the division of labor, as now practiced, is
inherently immoral, and we must somehow learn a different way to share
out all the work that needs to be done. The costumes are wrong. They
have to be discarded. We have to start out naked again and go from there