THE light was a strange yellowy gray and the wind was coming up, the
beginnings of a sandstorm. The silence felt almost eerie after a night
of shooting so intense it hurt the eardrums and shattered the nerves. My
footsteps felt heavy on the hot, dusty asphalt as I walked slowly towards the bridge at Nasiriya. A horrific scene lay ahead.
Some 15 vehicles, including a minivan and a couple of trucks, blocked
the road. They were riddled with bullet holes. Some had caught fire and
turned into piles of black twisted metal. Others were still burning.
Amid the wreckage I counted 12 dead civilians, lying in the road or in
nearby ditches. All had been trying to leave this southern town
overnight, probably for fear of being killed by US helicopter attacks
and heavy artillery.
Their mistake had been to flee over a bridge that is crucial to the
coalition's supply lines and to run into a group of shell-shocked young
American marines with orders to shoot anything that moved.
One man's body was still in flames. It gave out a hissing sound. Tucked
away in his breast pocket, thick wads of banknotes were turning to
ashes. His savings, perhaps.
Down the road, a little girl, no older than five and dressed in a pretty
orange and gold dress, lay dead in a ditch next to the body of a man who
may have been her father. Half his head was missing.
Nearby, in a battered old Volga, peppered with ammunition holes, an
Iraqi woman - perhaps the girl's mother - was dead, slumped in the back
seat. A US Abrams tank nicknamed Ghetto Fabulous drove past the bodies.
This was not the only family who had taken what they thought was a last
chance for safety. A father, baby girl and boy lay in a shallow grave.
On the bridge itself a dead Iraqi civilian lay next to the carcass of a
As I walked away, Lieutenant Matt Martin, whose third child, Isabella,
was born while he was on board ship en route to the Gulf, appeared
"Did you see all that?" he asked, his eyes filled with tears. "Did you
see that little baby girl? I carried her body and buried it as best I
could but I had no time. It really gets to me to see children being
killed like this, but we had no choice."
Martin's distress was in contrast to the bitter satisfaction of some of
his fellow marines as they surveyed the scene. "The Iraqis are sick
people and we are the chemotherapy," said Corporal Ryan Dupre. "I am
starting to hate this country. Wait till I get hold of a friggin' Iraqi. No, I won't get hold of one. I'll just kill him."
Only a few days earlier these had still been the bright-eyed small-town
boys with whom I crossed the border at the start of the operation. They
had rolled towards Nasiriya, a strategic city beside the Euphrates, on a
mission to secure a safe supply route for troops on the way to Baghdad.
They had expected a welcome, or at least a swift surrender. Instead they
had found themselves lured into a bloody battle, culminating in the
worst coalition losses of the war - 16 dead, 12 wounded and two missing
marines as well as five dead and 12 missing servicemen from an army
convoy - and the humiliation of having prisoners paraded on Iraqi
There are three key bridges at Nasiriya. The feat of Martin, Dupre and
their fellow marines in securing them under heavy fire was compared by
armchair strategists last week to the seizure of the Remagen bridge over
the Rhine, which significantly advanced victory over Germany in the second world war.
But it was also the turning point when the jovial band of brothers from
America lost all their assumptions about the war and became jittery
aggressors who talked of wanting to "nuke" the place.
None of this was foreseen at Camp Shoup, one of the marines' tent
encampments in northern Kuwait, where officers from the 1st and 2nd
battalions of Task Force Tarawa, the 7,000-strong US Marines brigade,
spent long evenings poring over maps and satellite imagery before the
The plan seemed straightforward. The marines would speed unhindered over
the 130 miles of desert up from the Kuwaiti border and approach Nasiriya
from the southeast to secure a bridge over the Euphrates. They would
then drive north through the outskirts of Nasiriya to a second bridge, over the Inahr al-Furbati canal. Finally, they would turn west and secure the
third bridge, also over the canal. The marines would not enter the city
proper, let alone attempt to take it.
The coalition could then start moving thousands of troops and logistical
support units up highway 7, leading to Baghdad, 225 miles to the north.
There was only one concern: "ambush alley", the road connecting the
first two bridges. But intelligence suggested there would be little or
no fighting as this eastern side of the city was mostly "pro-American".
I was with Alpha company. We reached the outskirts of Nasiriya at about
breakfast time last Sunday. Some marines were disappointed to be
carrying out a mission that seemed a sideshow to the main effort. But in
an ominous sign of things to come, our battalion stopped in its tracks,
three miles outside the city.
Bad news filtered back. Earlier that morning a US Army convoy had been
greeted by a group of Iraqis dressed in civilian clothes, apparently
wanting to surrender. When the American soldiers stopped, the Iraqis
pulled out AK-47s and sprayed the US trucks with gunfire.
Five wounded soldiers were rescued by our convoy, including one who had
been shot four times. The attackers were believed to be members of the
Fedayeen Saddam, a group of 15,000 fighters under the command of
Saddam's psychopathic son Uday.
Blown-up tires, a pool of blood, spent ammunition and shards of glass
from the bulletridden windscreen marked the spot where the ambush had
taken place. Swiftly, our AAVs (23-ton amphibious assault vehicles) took
up defensive positions. About 100 marines jumped out of their vehicles
and took cover in ditches, pointing their sights at a mud-caked house. Was it harboring gunmen? Small groups of marines approached,
cautiously, to search for the enemy. A dozen terrified civilians, mainly
women and children, emerged with their hands raised.
"It's just a bunch of Hajis," said one gunner from his turret, using
their nickname for Arabs. "Friggin' women and children, that's all."
Cobras and Huey attack helicopters began firing missiles at targets on
the edge of the city. Plumes of smoke rose as heavy artillery shook the
ground under our feet.
Heavy machinegun fire echoed across the huge rubbish dump that marks the
entrance to Nasiriya. Suddenly there was return fire from three large
oil tanks at a refinery. The Cobras were called back, and within seconds
they roared above our heads, firing off missiles in clouds of purple tracer fire.
There were several loud explosions. Flames burst high into the sky from
one of the oil tanks. The marines believed that what opposition there
was had now been crushed. "We are going in, we are going in," shouted
one of the officers.
More than 20 AAVs, several tanks and about 10 Hummers equipped with
roof-mounted, anti-tank missile launchers prepared to move in. Crammed
inside them were some 400 marines. Tension rose as they loaded their
guns and stuck their heads over the side of the AAVs through the open roof, their M-16 pointed in all directions.
As we set off towards the eastern city gate there was no sense of the
mayhem awaiting us down the road. A few locals dressed in rags watched
the awesome spectacle of America's war machine on the move. Nobody waved.
Slowly we approached the first bridge. Fires were raging on either side
of the road; Cobras had destroyed an Iraqi military truck and a T55 tank
positioned inside a dugout. Powerful explosions came from inside the
bowels of the tank as its ammunition and heavy shells were set off by the fire. With each explosion a thick and perfect ring of black smoke ring
puffed out of the turret.
An Iraqi defense post lay abandoned. Cobras flew over an oasis of palm
trees and deserted brick and mud-caked houses. We charged onto the
bridge, and as we crossed the Euphrates, a large mural of Saddam came
into view. Some marines reached for their disposable cameras.
Suddenly, as we approached ambush alley on the far side of the bridge,
the crackle of AK-47s broke out. Our AAVs began to zigzag to avoid being
hit by a rocket-propelled grenade (RPG).
The road widened out to a square, with a mosque and the portrait of
Saddam on the left-hand side. The vehicles wheeled round, took up a
defensive position, back to back, and began taking fire.
Pinned down, the marines fired back with 40mm automatic grenade
launchers, a weapon so powerful it can go through thick brick walls and
kill anyone within a 5-yard range of where the shell lands.
I was in AAV number A304, affectionately nicknamed the Desert Caddy. It
shook as Keith Bernize, the gunner, fired off round after deafening
round at sandbag positions shielding suspected Fedayeen fighters. His
steel ammunition box clanged with the sound of smoking empty shells and
Bernize, who always carries a scan picture of his unborn baby daughter
with him, shot at the targets from behind a turret, peering through
narrow slits of reinforced glass. He shouted at his men to feed him more
ammunition. Four marines, standing at the AAV's four corners,
precariously perched on ammunition boxes, fired off their M-16s.
Their faces covered in sweat, officers shouted commands into field
radios, giving co-ordinates of enemy positions. Some 200 marines, fully
exposed to enemy fire and slowed down by their heavy weapons, bulky
ammunition packs and NBC suits, ran across the road, taking shelter
behind a long brick wall and mounds of earth. A team of snipers
appeared, yards from our vehicle.
The exchange of fire was relentless. We were pinned down for more than
three hours as Iraqis hiding inside houses and a hospital and behind
street corners fired a barrage of ammunition.
Despite the marines' overwhelming firepower, hitting the Iraqis was not
easy. The gunmen were not wearing uniforms and had planned their ambush
well - stockpiling weapons in dozens of houses, between which they moved
freely pretending to be civilians.
"It's a bad situation," said First Sergeant James Thompson, who was
running around with a 9mm pistol in his hand. "We don't know who is
shooting at us. They are even using women as scouts. The women come out
waving at us, or with their hands raised. We freeze, but the next minute
we can see how she is looking at our positions and giving them away to the fighters hiding behind a street corner. It's very difficult to
distinguish between the fighters and civilians."
Across the square, genuine civilians were running for their lives. Many,
including some children, were gunned down in the crossfire. In a surreal
scene, a father and mother stood out on a balcony with their children in
their arms to give them a better view of the battle raging below. A few
minutes later several US mortar shells landed in front of their house. In all probability, the family is dead.
The fighting intensified. An Iraqi fighter emerged from behind a wall of
sandbags 500 yards away from our vehicle. Several times he managed to
fire off an RPG at our positions. Bernize and other gunners fired dozens
of rounds at his dugout, punching large holes into a house and lifting thick clouds of dust.
Captain Mike Brooks, commander of Alpha company, pinned down in front of
the mosque, called in tank support. Armed with only a 9mm pistol, he
jumped out of the back of his AAV with a young marine carrying a field
radio on his back.
Brooks, 34, from Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, had been in command of 200
men for just over a year. He joined the marines when he was 19 because
he felt that he was wasting his life. He needed direction, was a bit of
a rebel and was impressed by the sense of pride in the corps.
He is a soft-spoken man, fair but very firm. Brave too: I watched him
sprint in front of enemy positions to brief some of his junior officers
behind a wall. Behind us, two 68-ton Abrams tanks rolled up, crushing
the barrier separating the lanes on the highway.
The earth shook violently as one tank, Desert Knight, stopped in front
of our row of AAVS and fired several 120mm shells into buildings.
A few hundred yards down ambush alley there was carnage. An AAV from
Charlie company was racing back towards the bridge to evacuate some
wounded marines when it was hit by two RPGs. The heavy vehicle shook but
withstood the explosions.
Then the Iraqis fired again. This time the rocket plunged into the
vehicle through the open rooftop. The explosion was deadly, made 10
times more powerful by the ammunition stored in the back.
The wreckage smoldered in the middle of the road. I jumped out from
the rear hatch of our vehicle, briefly taking cover behind a wall. When
I reached the stricken AAV, the scene was mayhem.
The heavy, thick rear ramp had been blown open. There were pools of
blood and bits of flesh everywhere. A severed leg, still wearing a
desert boot, lay on what was left of the ramp among playing cards, a
magazine, cans of Coke and a small bloodstained teddy bear.
"They are f****** dead, they are dead. Oh my God. Get in there. Get in
there now and pull them out," shouted a gunner in a state verging on
There was panic and confusion as a group of young marines, shouting and
cursing orders at one another, pulled out a maimed body.
Two men struggled to lift the body on a stretcher and into the back of a
Hummer, but it would not fit inside, so the stretcher remained almost
upright, the dead man's leg, partly blown away, dangling in the air.
"We shouldn't be here," said Lieutenant Campbell Kane, 25, who was born
in Northern Ireland. "We can't hold this. They are trying to suck us
into the city and we haven't got enough ass up here to sustain this. We
need more tanks, more helicopters."
Closer to the destroyed AAV, another young marine was transfixed with
fear and kept repeating: "Oh my God, I can't believe this. Did you see
his leg? It was blown off. It was blown off."
Two CH-46 helicopters, nicknamed Frogs, landed a few hundred yards away
in the middle of a firefight to take away the dead and wounded.
If at first the marines felt constrained by orders to protect civilians,
by now the battle had become so intense that there was little time for
niceties. Cobra helicopters were ordered to fire at a row of houses
closest to our positions. There were massive explosions but the return
fire barely died down.
Behind us, as many as four AAVs that had driven down along the banks of
the Euphrates were stuck in deep mud and coming under fire.
About 1pm, after three hours of intense fighting, the order was given to
regroup and try to head out of the city in convoy. Several marines who
had lost their vehicles piled into the back of ours.
We raced along ambush alley at full speed, close to a line of houses.
"My driver got hit," said one of the marines who joined us, his face and
uniform caked in mud. "I went to try to help him when he got hit by
another RPG or a mortar. I don't even know how many friends I have lost.
I don't care if they nuke that bloody city now. From one house they were
waving while shooting at us with AKs from the next. It was insane."
There was relief when we finally crossed the second bridge to the
northeast of the city in mid-afternoon. But there was more horror to
come. Beside the smoldering wreckage of another AAV were the bodies of
another four marines, laid out in the mud and covered with camouflage
ponchos. There were body parts everywhere.
One of the dead was Second Lieutenant Fred Pokorney, 31, a marine
artillery officer from Washington state. He was a big guy, whose
ill-fitting uniform was the butt of many jokes. It was supposed to have
been a special day for Pokorney. After 13 years of service, he was to be
promoted to first lieutenant. The men of Charlie company had agreed they would all shake hands with him to celebrate as soon as they crossed the
second bridge, their mission accomplished.
It didn't happen. Pokorney made it over the second bridge and a few
hundred yards down a highway through dusty flatlands before his vehicle
was ambushed. Pokorney and his men had no chance. Fully loaded with
ammunition, their truck exploded in the middle of the road, its remains
burning for hours. Pokorney was hit in the chest by an RPG.
Another man who died was Fitzgerald Jordan, a staff sergeant from Texas.
I felt numb when I heard this. I had met Jordan 10 days before we moved
into Nasiriya. He was a character, always chewing tobacco and coming up
to pat you on the back. He got me to fetch newspapers for him from
Kuwait City. Later, we shared a bumpy ride across the desert in the back
of a Humvee.
A decorated Gulf war veteran, he used to complain about having to come
back to Iraq. "We should have gone all the way to Baghdad 12 years ago
when we were here and had a real chance of removing Saddam."
Now Pokorney, Jordan and their comrades lay among unspeakable carnage.
An older marine walked by carrying a huge chunk of flesh, so maimed it
was impossible to tell which body part it was. With tears in his eyes
and blood splattered over his flak jacket, he held the remains of his
friend in his arms until someone gave him a poncho to wrap them with.
Frantic medics did what they could to relieve horrific injuries, until
four helicopters landed in the middle of the highway to take the injured
to a military hospital. Each wounded marine had a tag describing his
injury. One had gunshot wounds to the face, another to the chest.
Another simply lay on his side in the sand with a tag reading: "Urgent -
One young marine was assigned the job of keeping the flies at bay. Some
of his comrades, exhausted, covered in blood, dirt and sweat walked
around dazed. There were loud cheers as the sound of the heaviest
artillery yet to pound Nasiriya shook the ground.
Before last week the overwhelming majority of these young men had never
been in combat. Few had even seen a dead body. Now, their faces had
changed. Anger and fear were fueled by rumors that the bodies of
American soldiers had been dragged through Nasiriya's streets. Some
marines cried in the arms of friends, others sought comfort in the Bible.
Next morning, the men of Alpha company talked about the fighting over
MREs (meals ready to eat). They were jittery now and reacted nervously
to any movement around their dugouts. They suspected that civilian cars,
including taxis, had helped resupply the enemy inside the city. When
cars were spotted speeding along two roads, frantic calls were made over
the radio to get permission to "kill the vehicles". Twenty-four hours
earlier it would almost certainly have been denied: now it was granted.
Immediately, the level of force leveled at civilian vehicles was
overwhelming. Tanks were placed on the road and AAVs lined along one
side. Several taxis were destroyed by helicopter gunships as they drove
down the road.
A lorry filled with sacks of wheat made the fatal mistake of driving
through US lines. The order was given to fire. Several AAVs pounded it
with a barrage of machinegun fire, riddling the windscreen with at least
20 holes. The driver was killed instantly. The lorry swerved off the
road and into a ditch. Rumor spread that the driver had been armed and
had fired at the marines. I walked up to the lorry, but could find no
trace of a weapon.
This was the start of day that claimed many civilian casualties. After
the lorry a truck came down the road. Again the marines fired. Inside,
four men were killed. They had been traveling with some 10 other
civilians, mainly women and children who were evacuated, crying, their
clothes splattered in blood. Hours later a dog belonging to the dead
driver was still by his side.
The marines moved west to take a military barracks and secure their
third objective, the third bridge, which carried a road out of the city.
At the barracks, the marines hung a US flag from a statue of Saddam, but
Lieutenant-Colonel Rick Grabowski, the battalion commander, ordered it
down. He toured barracks. There were stacks of Russian-made ammunition
and hundreds of Iraqi army uniforms, some new, others left behind by
fleeing Iraqi soldiers.
One room had a map of Nasiriya, showing its defenses and two large
cardboard arrows indicating the US plan of attack to take the two main
bridges. Above the map were several murals praising Saddam. One, which
sickened the Americans, showed two large civilian planes crashing into
As night fell again there was great tension, the marines fearing an
ambush. Two tanks and three AAVs were placed at the north end of the
third bridge, their guns pointing down towards Nasiriya, and given
orders to shoot at any vehicle that drove towards American positions.
Though civilians on foot passed by safely, the policy was to shoot
anything that moved on wheels. Inevitably, terrified civilians drove at
speed to escape: marines took that speed to be a threat and hit out.
During the night, our teeth on edge, we listened a dozen times as the
AVVs' machineguns opened fire, cutting through cars and trucks like paper.
Next morning I saw the result of this order - the dead civilians, the
little girl in the orange and gold dress.
Suddenly, some of the young men who had crossed into Iraq with me
reminded me now of their fathers' generation, the trigger-happy grunts
of Vietnam. Covered in the mud from the violent storms, they were
drained and dangerously aggressive.
In the days afterwards, the marines consolidated their position and put
a barrier of trucks across the bridge to stop anyone from driving
across, so there were no more civilian deaths.
They also ruminated on what they had done. Some rationalized it.
"I was shooting down a street when suddenly a woman came out and
casually began to cross the street with a child no older than 10," said
Gunnery Sergeant John Merriman, another Gulf war veteran. "At first I
froze on seeing the civilian woman. She then crossed back again with the
child and went behind a wall. Within less than a minute a guy with an
RPG came out and fired at us from behind the same wall. This happened a
second time so
I thought, 'Okay, I get it. Let her come out again'.
She did and this time I took her out with my M-16." Others were less
Mike Brooks was one of the commanders who had given the order to shoot
at civilian vehicles. It weighed on his mind, even though he felt he had
no choice but to do everything to protect his marines from another ambush.
On Friday, making coffee in the dust, he told me he had been writing a
diary, partly for his wife Kelly, a nurse at home in Jacksonville, North
Carolina, with their sons Colin, 6, and four-year-old twins Brian and Evan.
When he came to jotting down the incident about the two babies getting
killed by his men he couldn't do it. But he said he would tell her when
he got home. I offered to let him call his wife on my satellite phone to
tell her he was okay. He turned down the offer and had me write and send
her an e-mail instead.
He was too emotional. If she heard his voice, he said, she would know
that something was wrong.